This is the Year of Yes.
This is the year when I say fuck fear. I no longer deal in timidity, fright, paucity, or sitting on the bleachers watching life. I no longer decline the invitations, sit out the game, or get off on my eternal role as astute observer.
I am here for courage, vitality, climbing up hills, diving into pools, Saying The Thing, boarding the plane, getting on the boat, being my own Star Player. I am here for bravery, risk, reward, abundance, flow, truth, picking the fruit from the tree and taking a huge bite out of this fat apple of life. With my own hands I make myself King.
Thank you to those beautiful people who have traveled with me through my dark hours and years of scarcity and fear and suffering and striving. To all those I have connected with an loved, and to those I don’t know yet that I will connect with and love, here is to you. This is to be a year of bravery and fullness – get on the plane, row the boat, climb the stairs, take the reins, turn up the music, get on the road, say the thing, do the thing, be the band – my wishes for abundance and blessings are extended to you ALL.
This will be the year.
I feel it in my bones, the way I did nine years ago, heading into a year that was a supernova in countless ways.
2013 was all about blowing it up, detonations, demolitions, middles not holding and sinkholes opening up and swallowing decay and dysfunction. It was the beginning of the end.
2014 was the beginning of the beginning, year of fire and ice, of burning away and freezing out, of true freedom. My home my own, my truths undenied, my house cleaned, my spirit claimed by crows and drowned ancestors (I’ve never lost a war, and never will), my body reclaimed and given back to the world.
I come into this year surrounded by love and abundance – the love of many friends and second mothers, the promise of opportunity, the brink of prosperity, the certainty of long-awaited travel and the deepening of connections on all levels with so many people of substance and quality.
Here is to the loss of all that is dead – extraneous relationships, outmoded arrangements, paucity, fear, powerlessness and grief; and here is to all that is coming – courage, opportunity, pleasure, prosperity flight, growth, good decisions, connections, and an endless and overflowing abundance.